It's a 1 am thought!

Why am I so self conscious?
Ever since I've been young I'm been extremely hard on myself, not sure why, but I am. It's not like I had parents that brought me down or never encouraged me, gosh no. I have amazing parents. I've never really had much confidence in myself. I want to change that! I've been learning a lot lately about declaring things to happen. Say it will be, and it will be. Simple, right? Okay well maybe not exactly. BUT! I think it's important to declare what we believe might be a flaw in ourselves. "I'm not organized", "I panic easily", "I hate elephants", "I'm too shy"... sound familiar?

Before we start Encouraging others, I believe we have to learn to declare and encourage ourselves. Sounds kind of funny when you think of it, to encourage yourself. I get a picture of me patting my own back or giving myself the thumbs up and it looks ridiculous, but come on! It's true! I don't know how many times I've encouraged others and could have easily eaten my own words. I'm not saying that you can't encourage people if your not confident or have issues or whatnot, but it's almost like "practice what you preach"...learn to encourage yourself so that when it comes time to encourage someone else, you are more capable because of the experience behind it.

Noooooooooo sense....maybe....

I'm tired...obviously. but anyway, dec..lla...rrrree...wah??
hahaha...

declare. declare. declare.

DECLARE! I AM awesome. There's no need for me to feel less then someone else. I am capable. I will not fail in what I know God has called me to do. I am gifted. I am talented. God has a wicked plan for me. I'm smart. I'm beautiful. I'm enough.

Crazzzyyy

As of tomorrow, I'm going to wake up, and be confident! I've always wanted that! I want to know what it feels like to believe I can have the world if I want it. Wouldn't that be an awesome feeling? Really though! If someone offered you the world...what would you do with it! A confident person would know I think...

Ok...

Bed freakin time. Exams tomorrow. I will do awesome, and if I don't, then more time to study for me :)

Nighty night sleep tight!